Your deliciously blank state of amnesia…

Lady Surrender,
Ok, so this is a bit embarrassing to say. I was hoping that I would actually be able to tell you my feelings about it. I mean, at least something. I don’t… ok I’ll just lay out what I do remember maybe this will make more sense to you.

I listened to the file the first night you sent it over. I have a cellphone I use that is connected to dropbox… so I just stream the file from my phone with headphones on. I remember it was around 4 in the morning. I started the file on my phone… at least I think I did. This is where it’s a little weird. I listened to the file, but when I woke up.. I woke up to the Surrender : mindless file playing. I stopped the file as it was ending, wondering what happened. I looked up at the phone and I was convinced I hit the wrong file, but my phone said I played the Surrender Amnesia file once. All the way through.

I looked at the phone and was kind of… i’m not sure how the express that feeling, lol. It didn’t feel like I forgot some memory, i could not recall even starting the file. I was arguing to myself in my head did I actually hit the wrong file, or did I even listen to Surrender: Amnesia. How can I not remember even a line or a phrase… lol. I think some part of me wanted to explain this logically… but i knew in my heart the file worked and worked brilliantly. It’s the only explanation I have.

The second time I listened, i choose the daytime when I knew fatigue would not be a factor at all. This time I thought to maybe write down if I remembered anything, just so I could relay to you how I felt about the file. So again I play the file, middle of the day. This time I wake up shortly after the file is ending. I looked at the phone for a while. I was thinking about something… I don’t remember but I do remember just staring for a while. Then I thought maybe it would be better to try listening to the file again… see if maybe I can remember something next time, lol.

In the past I may forget parts of a session but I would remember something. This felt very different, especially the first time listening I never forgot so thoroughly I started questioning if I even listened at all. I have never done that before lol

oh I think You did this beautifully. I remember in a past live session where you played with my memory as well. I wondered how it would be different than the live session but I still don’t remember enough to know lol. I do see how a live session could be really playful too. I really never thought this level of amnesia could be done on a session like this, wow

I had no control and this left me intensely aroused.. having your words leave me in this state of helplessness… felt like helpless prey and my mind was being thoroughly and pleasurably mind fucked … so erotically stimulating the way your words take over every thought and forgetting all…

It’s really tricky to convey how the file was …. to be honest… I know I get very wrapped up into what is said, and I know it felt wonderful… Your hypnosis may be a bit too effective wow, lol… i know the point of this session is to forget and …

i am in awe..
and I mean too effective in the most beautiful way, no complaining from here what so ever.

Loved how this file just… it’s indescribable…
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